Hmm...this is the first time , I want to share my love story here.. cieee....
Ok I know , You may think that I'm falling in love now.. just like a teen girl who is falling love for the first time to her first love .. who feels happy, write a poem, writes a diary, having imagination like a girl in the end of fairy tale "happily everafter' with the prince charming on his white horse.
(whuuuaaaaa......gue banget dulu)
But ...hmmmm ( lemes .. geleng-geleng )
No...I 'm not that girl ( ssttt.... but still on my wish hehee)
So... how about me now..?
I am the woman who is looking for her man carefully ..( won't be hurt , again..)
I am a daughter of parents who think that , their daughter should be married..( yah.. they ask me all the time :p).
I have made some relation in the last time. Honestly, I always make it seriously..because i have a plan that I will be marry at my 25-27 years old. One time it almost happen... but that situation just brings me in to the deep pain.:(
I don't know , should I be thankful because .. at last I know, his ( my ex-) bad behaviour and meet a better man now?
I'm on a relation with a man now ..but just let's see and wait heheh... so the little girl's feeling and dream about her first love still can be true right..? ( menghibur diri..)
or should I cry because , I am still unmarried woman now ?which the condition some of my friends had married and having children and also under my parents pressure ( kasian banget kayak nya )
I just pray and hope that I will marry with 'a better man' who has the same vision with me 'to be the God servant in this world'.
God bless my dream..!
Ok I know , You may think that I'm falling in love now.. just like a teen girl who is falling love for the first time to her first love .. who feels happy, write a poem, writes a diary, having imagination like a girl in the end of fairy tale "happily everafter' with the prince charming on his white horse.
(whuuuaaaaa......gue banget dulu)
But ...hmmmm ( lemes .. geleng-geleng )
No...I 'm not that girl ( ssttt.... but still on my wish hehee)
So... how about me now..?
I am the woman who is looking for her man carefully ..( won't be hurt , again..)
I am a daughter of parents who think that , their daughter should be married..( yah.. they ask me all the time :p).
I have made some relation in the last time. Honestly, I always make it seriously..because i have a plan that I will be marry at my 25-27 years old. One time it almost happen... but that situation just brings me in to the deep pain.:(
I don't know , should I be thankful because .. at last I know, his ( my ex-) bad behaviour and meet a better man now?
I'm on a relation with a man now ..but just let's see and wait heheh... so the little girl's feeling and dream about her first love still can be true right..? ( menghibur diri..)
or should I cry because , I am still unmarried woman now ?which the condition some of my friends had married and having children and also under my parents pressure ( kasian banget kayak nya )
I just pray and hope that I will marry with 'a better man' who has the same vision with me 'to be the God servant in this world'.
God bless my dream..!
ok... 'better man'
ReplyDeleteshould be the man who is the same vision with you. Not just for parent's dream.
yes, who realy love u and u love not who want to meery with u
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