Sometimes, I ask my friend by sms 'Have you slept?'. It means that I'm lonely, (yup... even in  much of my time i spend with having fun with my students and friends...but, still.. I 'am a human being) and need someone to talk privately but freely. When he/she said 'not yet!', then we will enjoy our sharing and talking.But sometimes , at my unlucky time, they said ' not yet, but ..I'm still busy and have something to do. One day , I found my self thought...and asked  ...'How about God?' ' will God say.. : sory.. girl I'm busy!'
Then ... I try...
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Me: God..,Have you slept..?
God: No...!
me: So, do You have time to talk with me?
God: (While smiling)Girl...Do you know? I keep waiting for you to ask me like that ?
me: are You sure? (sedikit malu..)
God.. I'm sorry i often forget You, because I think.., that my friend will be more care to me and give me fast answer , if I shared and asked them. But you know sometimes i also get disappointed  with them
God: OK.. I know.. , I told you never hope for human, you could get bitter and disappoint. So, now.. what do you want to talk with Me?
me: Hmmmm(..........)
(re-write from my diary..)
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Yup.. that's me last years.....Hoping so much for human, but now..I know..I have my Almighty God.. who is caring and watching me , in my every single day , and step.