Every day,before i left my house i always pray 'Lord Jesus pls help me to give the best for all my students..give me patience,,n pls don't let me to be angry 'again' '
my morning class was fine.. even there 's Denise who always tries my self-patience. But i can handle it.
And here we are in my Noon class..K-1S class
i'm so 'lucky' to get my class on 3rd floor which almost every day i hear my students say " Ms.. i'm tired, ms..knp seh kls kita harus tinggi bgt" when we are going to upstairs
And my class also has more boys than girls..so we can imagine how attractive those kids.
But not those things that make my emotion so bad today..
that is Marvin..yang hari ini sangat2 active..
today we make art papier-mache fruit which need lot of glue...And when we did it .. just fine.. even the class looks so mass because of so many newspaper and glue on the floor!
But the 'weird' thing starts after.. MArvin finished and want to wash hands.. he asks some of his 'boy' friends to go out also..and i don't know what thing that they have talked in toilet but after they back to class Marvin is asking them to jump, scream ... n he also play with Tobi( a tiny child ) by pushing n running...Even i have just told to calm down because the other friends still busy with their working.However he looks more active than before,..hmmm....
Berhubung emosi saya sudah mulai terpancing..saya duduk di depan mukanya marvin
dan bilang ' Marvin...! if u still want to scream, run, jump, and play you can do it outside, go! with angry face.
and for ur information .. semarah2nya saya, saya tidak pernah menyuruh anak keluar.. atw mengancam akan keluar..
but today i do it. I ask kid to stand out the classroom.then he misses
his mandarin class..di tambah lagi ceramah dari aku....!
Sedih.. seh.. bisa kelepasan emosi seperti itu
But i have to do it! for that time i have no more idea..to make him calm down..so i ask him to go out of the class. for the 1st time he insists not to move his feet..but then after looked at my face..then he goes out.
I ask him to scream and jump there..but he just stay cool while looking at me. then i tell him to wait , me: ms.Nita needs to talk with u, marvvin, so stay here!
marvin: ok.. miss, but i don't want here.
me: sorry.. but you have to..
..............10 minutes later..............
i come to him and ask to talk personally ( Lautze is teaching)
me: Marvin.. do you know why do I ask u to go out?
Marvin: yes.. miss
me: then why?
Marvin: because i'm running , jumping , screaming and not playing nicely in class.
(i just smile in my heart to listen to his speech.. looks so fun.. to see he can say it all..but i have to pretend that i'm still angry with him..so we just looks so serious, hhihi )
me: do you think that it is nice you did it in classroom?
marvin: no, miss!
me: but why you did it?
marvvin:......(diam saja..terus liatin mata saya....n lama2 nunduk)
me: marvin...! why? do you know..you disturb your friend who are still working, and can hurt friends?...and you make me so sad today..( dengan muka..yang di sedih2in)
marvin: yes.. miss, i'm sorry..i promise i will play nicely..( You see? he can say like that? so cute..)
me: I believe you can do it..(then i give him my hug...smile n say )Miss Nita sayang sama Marvin..'don't do it again ,, OK!)
Marvin: ok miss...then he back to classroom
*note: Marvin sudah yang ke sekian kali janji seperti itu kepada saya.....
then 'again' he only kid..of course it is the time for him to act like that
then 'again' that 's me who can't control my temper..actually i just need to remind him about the rules 'again, again and again' till..he gets the point..n 'be the nice boy'
So,,, hari ini emang mancing emosi bgt.....=(
my morning class was fine.. even there 's Denise who always tries my self-patience. But i can handle it.
And here we are in my Noon class..K-1S class
i'm so 'lucky' to get my class on 3rd floor which almost every day i hear my students say " Ms.. i'm tired, ms..knp seh kls kita harus tinggi bgt" when we are going to upstairs
And my class also has more boys than girls..so we can imagine how attractive those kids.
But not those things that make my emotion so bad today..
that is Marvin..yang hari ini sangat2 active..
today we make art papier-mache fruit which need lot of glue...And when we did it .. just fine.. even the class looks so mass because of so many newspaper and glue on the floor!
But the 'weird' thing starts after.. MArvin finished and want to wash hands.. he asks some of his 'boy' friends to go out also..and i don't know what thing that they have talked in toilet but after they back to class Marvin is asking them to jump, scream ... n he also play with Tobi( a tiny child ) by pushing n running...Even i have just told to calm down because the other friends still busy with their working.However he looks more active than before,..hmmm....
Berhubung emosi saya sudah mulai terpancing..saya duduk di depan mukanya marvin
dan bilang ' Marvin...! if u still want to scream, run, jump, and play you can do it outside, go! with angry face.
and for ur information .. semarah2nya saya, saya tidak pernah menyuruh anak keluar.. atw mengancam akan keluar..
but today i do it. I ask kid to stand out the classroom.then he misses
his mandarin class..di tambah lagi ceramah dari aku....!
Sedih.. seh.. bisa kelepasan emosi seperti itu
But i have to do it! for that time i have no more idea..to make him calm down..so i ask him to go out of the class. for the 1st time he insists not to move his feet..but then after looked at my face..then he goes out.
I ask him to scream and jump there..but he just stay cool while looking at me. then i tell him to wait , me: ms.Nita needs to talk with u, marvvin, so stay here!
marvin: ok.. miss, but i don't want here.
me: sorry.. but you have to..
..............10 minutes later..............
i come to him and ask to talk personally ( Lautze is teaching)
me: Marvin.. do you know why do I ask u to go out?
Marvin: yes.. miss
me: then why?
Marvin: because i'm running , jumping , screaming and not playing nicely in class.
(i just smile in my heart to listen to his speech.. looks so fun.. to see he can say it all..but i have to pretend that i'm still angry with him..so we just looks so serious, hhihi )
me: do you think that it is nice you did it in classroom?
marvin: no, miss!
me: but why you did it?
marvvin:......(diam saja..terus liatin mata saya....n lama2 nunduk)
me: marvin...! why? do you know..you disturb your friend who are still working, and can hurt friends?...and you make me so sad today..( dengan muka..yang di sedih2in)
marvin: yes.. miss, i'm sorry..i promise i will play nicely..( You see? he can say like that? so cute..)
me: I believe you can do it..(then i give him my hug...smile n say )Miss Nita sayang sama Marvin..'don't do it again ,, OK!)
Marvin: ok miss...then he back to classroom
*note: Marvin sudah yang ke sekian kali janji seperti itu kepada saya.....
then 'again' he only kid..of course it is the time for him to act like that
then 'again' that 's me who can't control my temper..actually i just need to remind him about the rules 'again, again and again' till..he gets the point..n 'be the nice boy'
So,,, hari ini emang mancing emosi bgt.....=(
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