sepotong Doa

Doaku untuknya.

Sebersit hasrat..untuk menyapa

Sekedar bertanya.

Sedetik enggan menyapunya

Ungkapann rindu pun sirna

Segenggam rindu untuknya

Sekedar menatapnya

Mendengar kritik pedasnya..

Perjuangan hidupnya..

Ahh...Jarak , ruang dan waktu

Tak pantas untuk disalahkan

Aku jauh...dia jauh..

Apakah ini waktu yang tepat menyakan kenapa..?

Setulus hati..penuh cinta..

Sebesar harapan .. dan Doa

Untuk mu ‘bapak’

Kasih Tuhan yang hangat memelukmu

Semoga Tuhan membisikkan ...

Rindu yang enggan ku ungkapkan..

.........My pray for bapak.. aku percaya Tuhan pasti masih akan menganugerahi kesehatan kepada ‘bapak’...cepat sembuh ya Pa..!

K2 O Morning in action 2

K...serius amat..! 

Will.. liatin siapa?

Wow... u did it Kev..

 lagi... masak...apa yahhh...yg pake jahe n gula merah

K2 Morning in action

Wuihh... Irene , gaya bgt dehhh

Will,, lagi baca buku cerita rakyat ke K2 Cherry.. Masih ingat judulnya Will..?

yg di belakang Clement numpang eksis haha

Habis PE, Narsis dulu dunk..

Pic by:  Irene 

detik-detik perpisahan

Biasanya perpisahan dilalui dengan berbagai perasaan. sedih. karena harus berpisah dengan teman -teman yang sudah bersama sekian lama, senang karena akan mendapatkan lingkunagn dan teman -teman baru. Semua bercampur jadi satu.

This situation also happen to K2 Orange, at the last week they will graduate from preschool. They look more closer  each other and also with teacher. Some students who think that they will seldom or maybe never meet again ask and write their parents phone number..( haha.. lucu juga)
 Kevin Sitepu, he will go to Balik papan Kalimantan, for his parents are worked there. He looks so sad when he imagine , that he won't meet his friends and teacher again. I remember he cried , when we discussed about this topic .
 Kevin said ; Udahh ahhh..jangan bilang -bilang mau pisah terus .. Kevin jadi sedih neh ..(sambil nangis)
me; Kevin.. semua juga sedih kok.Nanti khan bisa telpon 2 an lagi sama teman-teman and miss miss.. , Kevin uda catat semua nomor telpon nya khan?
Kevin: Iya.. tapi khan Kevin jauh miss..., kalo teman -teman khan  masih di Jakarta.
Denise: Nanti Denise , ke Kalimantan kok, ketemu aja.. (. setelah kroscek ke Mama Denise, ternyata benar mereka liburan ke Kalimantan tapi ke Samarinda .. hehe.. bisa juga usaha Denise).

And also the other students.. said: It's Ok miss.. we will came here to see you... ( hmm... let's see)

Yahh berpisah dengan mereka emang sedih  banget seh..I have asked them to write or draw something for the teacher  ( Me and ms .Agnes) before they left the school.

Dan karya mereka lucu -lucu.. and bikin terharu banget. Most of them say thanks to teacher for teaching them.. with their way.. ,maybe next time I will up load their stories and drawing.

Beberapa activity yang sempat saya foto yang  pada 'detik - detik perpisahan' tersebut. kelas K2 Orange noon and morning kalo lagi bersama.

 Namanya anak - anak yah.. bisa aja mereka langsung kompak , dekat dan main bersama setelah dikasih tahu sama - sama K2 Orange juga.

Noah dan Aurellia sedang mengerjakan workbook. Tetap semangat padahal teman- teman yang lain sedang asyik bermain...Hmm... lanjutkan!

 Gwen dan Elliot juga tetap belajar. Iyahh.. Ell emang ketinggalan banyak setelah kurang lebih satu bulan gak masuk sekolah karena sakit. Thanks God finally he back to school again.

Jovetta , Me and Michi

 Irene, Denise and MArvin

Me, Gwen and Vall..

Ini waktu nunggu giliran practice

 Elliot, Me Gwen and Jordan

Me, Jordan, Noah and guess... who is behind the paper ?

Me and Osbert.

 Vall, me, Noah, marvin and Ell

 Miss-missnya boleh eksis donk..Ms. Mikha, Maria, Debby, Rere, Tami, Wuri, July and me.

 Me and Ms.Agnes

All children lunch together in Dapur Sunda., MOI

Good bye.....

 Harus Sampai Disini

Tibalah waktunya
Di penghujung rinduku
Perpisahan adalah kenyataan
Katakan padaku
Walau dengan air mata
Yang jatuh membasahi bumi
*
Harus Disinilah
Kita berpisah
Lambaikan tanganmu
Pejamkan matamu
Di penghabisan seluruh rindumu
Harus sampai disini.

That 's the last song that  K2 students sing for their teacher.

'Perpisahan' sekilas tak berarti apa-apa, karena itu sangat biasa. 'dimana ada pertemuan , disitu ada perpisahan'

I heard that statement for many times.. and not really meaningful for me, because I think when you meet someone you have to prepare your self for separation.  But  for this time I can't act just' cool 'or nothing happen.

 'Perpisahan' kali ini really meaningful  to me. I have to release my students...yah my students..sounds nothing..? Yah. I know , I am a teacher I must release my students for the have to continue their education .. it's normally.They go, and new students will come.

 But for me NO!

 Maybe this is the first and the last time for me to teach  on the same class/ students for 3 years.. and in this school, that situation was going with me and made me involved emotionally with all my students. Almost all my students was taught  by me starts from Playgroup, when they were still a little one ,  till now they have grown up so fast.  Some people say .. 'come on.... they are K2 students and  they  are still kid.

 Along this 3 years, almost everyday I spend my time, energy, idea, emotion with all my students with their different character. We have spent much time together, laughing,  praying , sharing the stories about anything, and of course learning.Hmm.. sometimes I got angry for them..

Everyone ,every students is unique. They have different competence, character, which  is needed different approach. Need patience, tricks, strength and creativity to treat them. 

Thanks God , I never do it alone, thanks for all the teachers especially my partners, and parents for their good cooporation.

Thanks to my Jesus who always gives me Wisdom and strength.

They are very nice students.. I just hope.. all of them be the succes people in their life and still nice, care and trust Jesus. 

God Bless you kids..

 This is K2 Orange  Noon  2011/2012.(Gwen, Vallerie,Seraphim, Olin, Michelle,Aurellia,Michi, Osbert, Jordan, Noah, Marvin,Elliot. They are together from PG Mango, and K1Strawberry

The teacher are me (Mis Nitha), Laoshi Friska, and Ms Agnes  

Every body say.. buncisss.... keju... hhaha

K2 Orange Morning.They are together from PG Mango, K1 Banana. 

Kevin Sitepu, Nawenni, Irene, Denise, Jayvyn, William and Jovetta.

Sssstt.. They are in seriuos discussion.

Nah.. ini kelas  K2 Orange Noon and Morning di gabung. Walau jarang ketemu tetap kompak dunk.

.Say... Cheese....!

Lebay

'jangan bayangkan!'

Kamu lagi santai.., tiduran di bawah pohon..menikmati cemilan.. lalu tanpa di undang tiba -tiba beberapa ekor cacing tanah muncul dan  menggeliat - mengeliat di kaki kamu. Trus tanpa sadar kamu coba intip di balik baju kamu.. ada 2 ekor ulat bulu yang lagi jalan - jalan  di atas tubuh kamu  .ehh pas kamu pindah posisi tiba -tiba kaki kamu nendang jeli yang hampir cair dan berserakan kemana mana ... sekali lagi jangan dibayangkan..

Tapi itulah perasaan ku saat melihat atau mendengar sesuatu yang 'lebay' 

langsung geli- geli gimana gitu...( ikh....hhsss)

coba kamu baca penggalan lirik lagu ini  deh 

 Oh I  wonder what God was thinking 
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me


Menurut  saya seh.. ini agak lebay.. ehh..lebay banget malah ..

Kayak Tuhan kurang kerjaan banget gitu yah... waktu dia mau ciptain si A, Dia harus mikirin keinginan si D yang akan jadi jodohnya. Trus  bgmna kalu ternyata si D ini lahirnya 5 tahun kemudian... 

 whuaaa... I can't imagine... 

yang pasti ini sangat lebay.......,

Tapi setelah aku pikir -pikir seru juga kalau itu benaran...

Dnn akhirnya untuk pertamakali nya aku enjoy sesuatu yang lebay dan  persaaan geli ...hahaha...

( tapi saya belom ikutan lebay khan yahh)

will be my man..?

Hmm...this is the first time , I want to share my love story here.. cieee....

Ok I know , You may think that I'm falling in love now.. just like  a teen girl  who is falling love for the first time to her first love .. who feels happy, write a poem, writes a diary,  having imagination like a girl in the end of fairy tale "happily everafter' with the prince charming on his white horse.

(whuuuaaaaa......gue banget dulu)

But ...hmmmm ( lemes .. geleng-geleng )

No...I 'm not that girl ( ssttt.... but still on my  wish hehee)
 So... how about me  now..?
I am the woman who is looking for her man carefully ..( won't be hurt , again..)
I am a daughter of parents who think that , their daughter should be married..( yah.. they ask me all the time :p).

I have made some relation in the last time. Honestly, I always make it seriously..because i have a plan that I will  be marry at my 25-27 years old. One time it almost happen... but that situation  just brings me in to the deep pain.:(
I don't know , should I be thankful  because .. at last I know, his ( my ex-) bad behaviour and meet a better man now?

 I'm on a relation with a man  now ..but just let's see and wait heheh... so the little girl's feeling and dream about her first love still can be true right..? ( menghibur diri..)

or  should I cry because , I am still unmarried  woman now ?which the condition some of my friends had married and having children and  also under my parents pressure ( kasian banget kayak nya )

I just pray and hope that I will marry with 'a better man' who has the same vision with me 'to be the God servant in this world'.

God bless my dream..!

Helping each other in the pray

So .. long not up date  my blog...yahh.. my activities at school and Sunday school take much my time.. beside ,I have to teach my private students after school..

But .. my students.. kindness and their innocent at class room makes me post their stories.
It's happen in K2 O Noon, As usual, At greeting Time, I 'll ask ;Who is not coming today..?
Students:Elliot  miss..!
Me: Ohh Oyah. Last night , Elliot 's mom called me and told that Ell was sick.. So maybe later.. we can pray for him so he get well soon.
Students : okk.. miss.!
Me: So do you want to pray for him..?Who wants to lead the pray..?
some students raise their hands .. and I choose someone to lead the pray...Noah comes in front and sit besides me.
Me: Ok Noah go on..
Noah: Tuhan Yesus , Tolong jagain Elliot ..biar sehat lagi.. (silent)..
Michelle: Ya Tuhan.. tolong sembuhkan Elliot.. ( silent) Marvin continue : Supaya Elliot bisa sekolah lagi ya Tuhan ...Noah continue : dalam nama Tuhan Yesus kita berdoa amin. hahaha... kok jadi sambung menyambung gini yahh

After praying we are looking at each other and smile.. : Ok kids.. its nice every one pray for Elliot and wants him back to school sooner.

Yah.. they are kids.. who knows Jesus as a great healer.. so when their beloved friends is sick they think ; there is only one who can heal..'Jesus'

When I ask : Ok we have prayed for Ell, and do you believe that he will get heal again?
Students: Yesss... Jesus make it ..
Me: are you sure...?
Students: yessss....Yesus khan hebat miss...
me: Oh yahhhh...? How do you know..?
Michi: Dulu aja Tuhan Yesus pernah sembuhin banyak orang sakit...
me: Sakit apa ajahhh
Gwen..: yang buta sama yang lumpuh..
olin : yang sakit kusta..
Osbert: Jadi Tuhan Yesus pasti bisa sembuhin Elliot lah
All the kids mention thing to prove ' How great is our Jesus'

Yahh... their comment makes me think.. agaain.. hmmm... enak banget ya jadi anak kecil..dengan pengetahuan mereka yang masih sedikit tapi memilili iman yang sebesar itu .

Thenn... I just said: Ok.. we just praying.. and begging.. and hope..
and . Jesus will answer it .. with the best answer.....

Dedicated to Elliot..
 we miss  you Ell.. and love you..! Get well soon ya dear...

bikin racket..

Cerita nya minggu ini anak K2 class bikin racket untuk art nya..sebenarnya gampang ajah sehh..  menyambung roll tissu buat jadi sticknya, trus menggambar sendiri net nya di karton yang sudah di gunting mirip racket.

Ternyata, itu ga semudah yang kita pikirkan, buat mereka itu agak sedikit menantang hehe.. ternyata menyambung roll tissu itu lumayan susah juga.. , ntar sudah tersambung.. tapi saat mereka mencoba memainkan nya.. lepas lagi..






Their strong effort makes me so enthusiastic take this pic.. look so excited and so seriuos hehehe

They are growing..

Yupp.. here I am.. !
Nowadays, I teach in K2 level. Melihat anak2 K2 sekarang yang sudah besar besar dan merasa Senior dibanding yang lain jadi teringat waktu mereka masih baby.
Oppss.. bukan nya saya sok tau.. tapi that's right I knew some of them when they were so small.. heheh.

First time,  when I joined with TK.MP K.Gdg on April 2009.I'm placed in Toddler  class. Then on next academic year on July 2009 , I'm promoted to PG level with  some students, then on Next year I teach on K1 and now K2.

So, I can say..some of my students on K2 level now..always with me..start from Toddler class, I've no idea.. do I follow them or they follow me? hehe.

One thing, that I can say is: It's a wonderful thing to see their growing.. start from a little one.. who always need their Mommy / nanny at class..and cried when he/she realized about teachers and mom/nanny's tricks.
'Sstt..bentar yah.. mami/sus mau ke toilet'. I remember some parents/ nanny did it hehe.

Michi and Irene .. yang ..till the end of Toddler class still crying if their nanny left.
But now, they are very independent and also talkative haha 

Michelle..mmm..a little artist..who likes acting 'crying' on PG class..
I remember, One day I ask Michelle 'why do u always cry Chell?'
Michelle: Khan acting miss..! Biar mami bisa masuk  kelas..
Me: Do you think this class for Moms..?
Michelle yang dengan lemas menggeleng2 " no miss.. buat anak-anak"
Me: OK..! I don't  want to see your acting anymore.. or do you wanna be an artist?
Michelle: yes.. miss
Me: oohh... pls, don't act here because you  disturb your friends and me.. but you may act on TV..ok!
dan setelah dia selesai dengan actingnya dia beralih dengan alasan lain.." Miss.. aku pusing"
But now..she has been a nice girl and care with others..

Eliot: yang sangat pemalu dan grogian.. kalo di suruh nyanyi ke depan.. maka tanngan nya akan 'bergerilya' di leher miss nya, dan kalo ada performance we have to make sure that his parents are not coming haha..but now.. He looks very confident in every performance.

Marvin..anak yang sangat keras, yang tidak pernah 'say sorry'. Sekarang sudah terlihat sangat bertanggung jawab.

Noah who likes to follow his favorite  friends..but now..he looks wise to give solution about his friends problem and sometime make a joke and try to make his friends laugh with his act..
 Gwen.. yang sangat pendiam.. dan sangat tertutup.. sekarang dia sudah mau tiba-tiba cerita di kelas tanpa di tanya dulu.. yahh walopun dia ga secerewet yang lain..heheh

Denise.. who can't control her hands since sometimes hit others without any reason..Now.. I can see , she never grab something anymore, but always ask first. heheh.. tapi masih tetap tomboy..

Olin..yang suka muntah kalo nangis..and agak sedikit gagap kalo ngomong..dan juga paling sering ada conflik dengan Michi and Michelle..
Hmm.. sekarang.. mereka uda paling kompak dan mengerti satu sama lain.Dan Olin ngomongnya sudah sangat lancar bahkan bisa di bilang dia agak cepat membaca.

Jordan.. anak yang sangat aktif, keras dan selalu pengen menang sendiri . I remember , He scratched me,till bleeding when he didn't want to accept the consequences to responsible of his done.
But now, He is the one who has strong self responsibility , care with others and very smart.
One day, I show my hand to Jordan " Jordan..! do you still remember you ever scratched me?"
Jordan dengan perasaan bersalah said " Yes..miss... ! sorry yaa.." then kiss my hand ... so sweet ..! hehe

Besides their character, I like to see their growing in language like vocabularies..I still remember.. some of them are talking each other with baby talk.. which, no one can understand about their taliking except their self haha. And also their physical growing..so... fast...
Sometime I realized they are grow up.. when I saw they wear a new clothes..

Now...all of us at K2 level..
They keep growing.H
ow about me..? I have no idea.. But I know, when they are growing up,  my point of view about them also changes. I have to up grade my skill how treat them. And everyone knows that only By God grace and  God Wisdom I can do it.

 One thing that I realized deep.. deep down in my heart is I love them... more and more..!